These are so late, but I want them on here because I promised myself I'd get through all of the months, so here they are.
ps - it's REALLY difficult for me not to want to edit these and make myself sound better, but the whole point of doing this was to show growth over time. Hard as it is not to self edit, I am leaving them be. Okay, continue...
O C T O B E R
28 October 2012
We all believe in something. I believe in sentences structures, and words on paper. I believe in the sound that my cameras shutter makes every time I hold down the button to capture something new. I believe in somedays and tomorrows.
Some days, like today, aren’t very good at all. But you study with one of your best friends at Starbucks, and laugh at your old PE teacher or that boy you used to like as they orders their drinks. And it isn’t until 6 o’clock when your eyes start getting that burning sensation (the kind that you get after a good cry) that you realize today was even bad at all.
29 October 2012
Sometimes you wake up, and life is hard.
Other times you wake up, and life is impossible.
This is one of those days.
31 October 2012
Isn’t it weird to think that someday (hopefully) you will meet someone, and things will go your way?
07 October 2013
There’s this thing I do where I go out and I try to forget where I am. In the past five weeks I’ve put 1,600 miles on my car just driving in circles.
Some people have it better than other people and they know it, so they stay quiet.
Some people have it better than other people, but they continually find a reason to complain.
I just want to wake up one morning and know that it’s all going to be okay.
16 October 2015
Sometimes I care so much and other times I care so little, and I'm still trying to figure out how to fix that.